My Sweet Pagan
I cannot believe it's been a year
since I said goodbye.
Although I have wonderful memories
I often hang my head and cry.
It feels like it was only yesterday.
I still miss her so much.
The pain of her loss weighs heavily
yet somehow doesn't hurt as much.
I know she's in a better place
where she's able to run and play.
The love I have for her in my heart
will never go away.
It breaks my heart when Hana
sees pictures of my sweet puppy.
She doesn't remember Pagan.
She thinks it's Mr. Guthrie.
She doesn't have the memories
that Pagan and I share.
I have to really think about it
and keep myself aware...
that even though it still hurts so much,
my decision was the best.
Now she is happy and healthy
and eternally at rest.
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Well I was stupid mom, and didn't mention the weekend day to you hoping you would have a good time and let it pass! You know how hard it is fo even family to talk about things. I miss her, too, but remember what you did was the very best thing for your Pagan! The very best, and most loving pet in the world!I miss you,too Pagan...my first grand dog!
More, mom
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