In the Middle of the Night

I keep finding myself sitting at this computer in the middle of the night. This time I fed Hana and fell asleep as I was sitting up with her to let her digest - that's supposed to help with the spitting up. So we slept with her on my chest for about 2 hours. When I finally put her in her crib she woke up crying. I think she's asleep right now but I can still hear her sucking her thumb. I'm waiting until I'm 100% sure she's asleep before I go back to bed. I've turned the monitor off in the room once again so Joe can't hear. He opens again in the morning.

Today was a good day. Nothing too exciting happened, just the way I like it! Tomorrow I have to go shopping. I have to find something to wear to that birthday party we're going to Saturday. I'm not really looking forward to going. I don't really know Mike, although the times I've spent with him and Ximena I really like them and they have kids so now we can relate. I think that's why Joe lost contact with Mike. He "grew up" before we did! I'm sure it'll be fun. It'll probably be just like the wedding I didn't want to go to but ended up having a good time at.

My post-baby body absolutely sucks! Everything has changed. I now weigh just about what I did before the pregnancy but my old clothes do not fit! Everything has shifted. I still have dreams about being able to get my wedding rings on! I do have to say though, I met a lady at Hana's play date who was wearing her rings on a chain around her neck. They were nowhere close to being able to fit and she was much smaller than me. I can get mine on, they're just hard to get off and I don't care for that sensation. It sends me into a panic. That's why I took my rings off so early in the pregnancy. They would slide on easily in the mornings but by the time I got home from work I had to lube my finger to remove them. No thanks!

Well, I suppose that's enough jibber jabber for tonight. The baby girl seems to be fast asleep so I should be too. Good night!